only god knows

i always wannabe with you.even you already have a boyfriend.you know what,i always respect you ok.because you kinda perfect to me.i always ask to myself,am i a big loser ? haha only god knows the answer of that fuckin question.you know that im a fucking bad person because i love to hangout like a thugs.im also a weed smoker and love to get high,that is a dumbfuck things that i always do.when im high,i always think of you.haha what a wonderful feelings when im high and think of being with you,but it was all a dream that never come true,its like a fairytale.but seriously im sorry and if u accept me as something special to you,i swear that i will fight with all my heart to keep you as my special girl forever,i mean really really special.i can change myself to something good for you,i mean what i said..lastly,sorry cause im really bad in english -_-