from negative to positive,i will try okayy

oh my Mary Jane,i gotta leave you now.i dont want you to be sad,im doing this for my own good.i know that im selfish,but im so sorry.i just wanna have a perfect future.dont worry,i wont forget our sweet memories.me,you and my homies sitting and laughing together,what a perfect night we all have.but now,i gotta leave.i dont want to be so fuckin slow,haha you know what im sayin.i wanna have a healthy life.this is so hard okayy,but i will try to leave you,i swear.lastly,im so fuckin sory Mary Janeeeee.im gonna miss you, :(